Who is Out There???

I am not sure why I am posting to this blog, except for myself. What has happened to our sisters blog? Nothing. I too am to blame for that and right now - like in the last blog date when I wrote I should have been in bed. But....that compulsive Hope gene has kept me up playing Scrabble - and losing game after game with rotten letters. They really have been rotten....all vowels or all consonants and no premium letters to speak of. It has sort or been like going to Scito Downs and picking all the wrong horses or being in Reno and sitting down at the wrong slot machine. I have to admit losing at Scrabble is less expensive. The only thing I am losing is sleep and self confidence. I wish I didn't have to go to sleep and then I could play Scrabble all night. I wonder how many games I could lose in a row. I hope you don't mind, but I am not going to make paragraphs. This is just going to be a run on of words and silly thoughts, but then what does it matter if no one reads this. I think I am going to check it 3 times a day and see if anyone ever reads it. How childish of me, but that is what I am turning into - a childish, wrinkled up piece of flesh and blubber. Not only have I been losing at Scrabble I have been losing at Mah Jongg. I lost 37 cents yesterday and last week a dollar something. Seems like the only thing I have not been losing is pounds. Oh nooooo...they never go away and I am sick of my thong jeans chafing my butt. Sorry, didn't mean to give you that mental picture. I can't seem to keep from eating all the high caloric foods. Right now I am eating a York Peppermint Pattie.....mmmmm good. I bet I could eat the whole bag of those miniature patties in 5 minutes. Wonder if they have York Pattie eating contests like they have for hot dog eaters. Bet I would give someone a run for their money. Maybe but probably not while I am on my losing streak. Some other things I have lost lately are the church key that I was supposed to be responsible for, a denim skirt (was almost late for Church this morning looking for it and probably gave it to the Goodwill because my fleshy protrubing belly broke the zipper the last time I tried to wear it and didn't remember because I just remembered I am losing my mind too. I don't think I should have started rambling on about this because now I am getting depressed and will have to have some extra sessions with Dr. Pat. Speaking of my mind I am listening to an audio recording called Think Smart.....what a joke. I thought I could learn some magic formula to keep things in order in my noodle, but what I have learned so far is I am killing many brain cells each day with the foods I eat. Geeez. I know I should eat more fish, but I don't like it and I should eat more green veggies. Are you all as sick as I am about hearing about "green" this and that? Oh yeah, I was talking about thinking smart, wasn't I?

I think this should be it for my rambling tonight. I can't think smart and most of the York patties are gone so I am going to try to get to sleep before midnight. I am going to some training at the Tryon Palace tomorrow from 9:30 - noon. and would like at least 6 hours sleep.

If anyone reads this nonsense please respond soon. I need to hear from you all. If you don't I am going to start calling you at 11:30 at night instead of blogging. Wouldn't you just love that?

I am not going to check the spelling or grammer so live with it. I do love you all tremendously and hope you will come visit me in the home when Earl puts me there.