Miscellaneous Thoughts

I will continue my thoughts about the password thing that I had to add three comments on Lizzie's post, for what I wrote.  It seems to me we live in a paranoid society these days. I guess it isn't paranoia so much as protecting our stuff - information about us, our money, our thoughts. A lot to keep up with so many passwords that lead to frustration to our feeble memories when we cannot remember them and then we have to change the password because we can't find the damn paper or notebook we wrote it down on because we hid that too in case some bandit broke in and stole our passwords to order electronic stuff from Target. Then.....when  I find the password info hidden in the freezer the password I needed wasn't on there!  Geez. Now I change the password, write it down, put the info back in the freezer behind the ground beef from 2009, go back to the computer's website to order and find out the item I am trying to order has been discontinued. What the hell?  PayPal and cash must be the answer. At least locally.

After that rant I cannot remember what I originally thought I might miscellany about.  Originally I hadn't meant to carry the password thing that far.

This morning in my reading for my prayer time it was about jealousy. I tried to think of who or what I was jealous of or about. Is envy and jealousy the same? I even went so far as to look up the meaning of both. They seemed pretty much the same, but I still can't figure out if I am jealous of anyone but sometimes I feel envious maybe. Not so much of material things as attributes I don't have. Like focus to follow through with something I think I want to do. I am not going to go on with these thoughts (see what I mean?) because I see I am making less sense than ever. I am envious of those who can express themselves clearly.

I called the Tryon  Palace and said I wasn't coming today. I am feeling a bit puny, but the truth is I just want to stay home in my nice warm house and sew or play games or nothing but staring out the window at the bright. blue sky and daydream. What a lazy bum I am.

Lizzie, the squirrel picture is really cute. They are entertaining,  but can be annoying and destructive. What are you going to do about them running around in the attic?

I have been up for a longtime so I am either going to go back to bed for a little while and try to get rid of my headache or play my games.  What do you think I will do?